So I didn't want my page on envy.nu anymore, I just can't find anyplace that has no banners and FTP and I need my journal it's a bit of a nesscessity, so that's all you get here until I find someplace with no banners and no FTP that's running the majority of the time I try to visit it and won't lose all my files. sorry but that's just the way it is and I feel so bad wasting this layout on it but it's all what I've got right now maybe I'll have a real journal entry later, but maybe not.